The mixed feeling is killing me and I just couldn't understand WHY...
Life do gets complicated as you move on, especially when dealing with people. Still remember what I wrote in the previous blogpost Value People, everyone is different, and none of us is perfect. It is a big theory to learn to deal with different type of people, and for me sometimes I will just filter and ignore. Selective hearing is the easiest way to keep myself comfortable, yet things will just pass by your ears.
One of my colleague had just left me today again... yes, again! I know sometimes I'm too emotional cause I've been putting so much emotional senses in my working place, but I just can't help. I was telling one of my guy friend saying that:
"how good is it to be a guy, at least they are not so emo like girl..."
"Ya, you can be like a guy too... don't be so emotional at work..." he replied.
Aiks... If only I can really do so lor @.@ I think girls are born to be like this right? Though, life moves on!
I appreciate this colleague a.k.a friend who really trust me and quoting me as equally important to her other best friend. I'm honored and blessed. I appreciate those times that we spend together, the moment we share life and how she cheer me up when I'm down.
The complicated feeling is not because of the leaving, but it's because of some other issues which I cannot go public. I'm learning to sort out the emotion feeling, learning to be a little bit stronger, learning to let go, learning... to filter the unnecessary.
5 more days to August, I just need to learn M O R E...
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